Walkin through this life as a 21..

21 to be actually... I juz realize that things happen when we least expect them the most.. if before, u guys will go like.. i hate that, there is no way that thing gonna happen to me, i always play safe, no shit will be dumped on me, i've planned well everything,i'm really sure bout that... heart or feelings is a very complicated element of life... u can say that u r really sure bout it, but u r not God, to keep maintain it the way it used to be... things happen, feelings change...today u can be stubbornly sure dat u want to do this, but the next day as early as u open up ur eyes, u r in dilemma..."am i really sure this is rite? am i goin to regret this decission?"...and to solve those...pray to Him so that we'll be guided to the rite paths, rite choices, rite decissions and accept whatsoever that is being destined by Him for us...there is silver lining in every cloud...=)
-i'm tryin hard to keep hold on to myself, circumstances and challenges seem to get bigger and bigger, i regret for every mistake that i've done.. God, forgive us n guide us...we are so weak that most of the time we r defeated..

There Is First Time For Something New...There Is Sudden For Every Start...

Why so sudden?? like i mentioned there, open your eyes widely n plz read again... mengapakah tiba2? sbb ikut trend? sbb rasa cam best lak jadi blogger? sbb banyak masa lapang? sbb suka layar internet sampai dah x tau nak wat apa? sbb rasa banyak benda nak luahkan tapi malas nak curi masa orang lain? sbb rasa "siapa tau, taulah, siapa x tau, lantaklah korang"? sbb tiba2 rasa suka wat essay pasal diri sendiri? sbb dengki tgk blog2 member semua cambest je? sbb rasa leh express urself freely? sbb rasa nak sampaikan apa yg perlu disampaikan? sbb atas sbb2 tertentu yg diri sendiri pun x ketahuan? sbb atas semua sbb2 di atas??? xD